Losing My Religion

"Just because you can't say something
doesn't mean you don't want to.

You can want to, very much.

You can be with a person
and be happy with them
and not love them.
And you can love somebody
and not want to be with them.

You don't need to love someone to want them.

Now that's frustrating,
when what your brain tells you what you want
and what you actually want don't match up.

It's exhausting.
And, well, it's complicated.
But that's life.

And life...
sucks."

-George O'Malley, Grey's Anatomy II-

...

if indeed you love me.
just this.
once.