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i thought i was over you.
after seven bloody years of immeasurable heartache and countless attempts to recuperate.
all it took to collapse the 7-year wall I’ve built was just a simple trip to ikea, with a guy, whom supposedly was my present crush.
who was I trying to fool?
remember how we used to make that trip, luv?
we used to scour the store and admire the settings. i remember smirking at your likings for all things brown. we picked out our furnitures. we had a mental home.
damn.
i miss you.
after seven bloody years of immeasurable heartache and countless attempts to recuperate.
all it took to collapse the 7-year wall I’ve built was just a simple trip to ikea, with a guy, whom supposedly was my present crush.
who was I trying to fool?
remember how we used to make that trip, luv?
we used to scour the store and admire the settings. i remember smirking at your likings for all things brown. we picked out our furnitures. we had a mental home.
damn.
i miss you.

3 Comments:
It sure is hard letting someone you love so much go and to go through everyday trying to forget that person..
Hurts, I know..
We are in the same boat..
i guess it's true what they say about first love - half of you is as good as gone.
I guess I see your point on the buddy issue from your posts.. Had a friend once who was a girl. She never got over me even after 8 years and that was despite the fact that we never really "went out"...afterawhile, I felt it best to not contact her so she could forget about me..
-Hayashi
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